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‘People Say I Was Prettier Before Getting Demon Tattoo – Strangers Scared Of Me’
“I’ve never wanted to fit in.”
Kierstyn Milligan, a 22-year-old dancer who’ve been making bucks on OnlyFans, has spent a total of £34,000 on body modifications. She has tattoos, body piercings, fangs, and implants, but among the most extreme are the black ink of her eyeballs and giant butterfly facial tattoo on her face.
Kierstyn said, “I always knew I wanted to look like this; I have had this vision in my head since I was young and have finally fulfilled it.”
She’s also shared some pictures before she got into extreme procedures that completely changed how she looks like.
“The way I looked before compared to now, I feel so much happier. Before, I had no self-love or even understood who I was; now I feel I understand myself the most and have the most self-love and confidence,” she shared.
“When some people see my eyes, they stare and point and say nothing, others give me ugly looks, and some will straight up to get in my face and say they hate it.”
“The craziest reactions are from people online hiding behind a screen,” said the TikTok user who has more than 700k followers.
She continued, “They love to say, ‘you look like a demon’ or ‘you were so much prettier before,’ or ‘you must not have had a good childhood.’ But I also get people who are so sweet and say they love it and want pictures with me.”
She initially got interested in piercings and tattoos when she was 14.
Her first tattoo was in 2014, and since then, she’s been adding more inks to her body, along with piercings on her nose and tongue. She also spent a total of $15,000 on procedures for her fangs and breast implants.
“My family and friends weren’t surprised about my modifications because it’s something I’ve always wanted, but they were shocked when I tattooed my eyeballs.”
Kierstyn talks about her collection, “In 2020, I got a moth on my throat, a rose dagger on my shoulder, and Hebrew writing on my neck. This year I’ve had a butterfly on my forehead, a dagger with roses on my face, a bat underneath my breasts, and my eyes tattooed. My latest tattoo is on my stomach of butterflies and strawberries to complement the bat.
“My favorite tattoo would probably be the butterfly on my head because it was such a bold move.”
“I did it as a way of showing my difference and to see how shocked and offended people can get when they don’t understand something that’s not the norm of society.”
“I’ve never wanted to fit in; I’ve always been the odd one out.”
“I’m not sure what I’m going to get yet, and the goal is to be fully tattooed head-to-toe before next Christmas, so we’ll see. Hopefully, I can do it,” she talks about her goal in the future.
Kierstyn has something to say for people who are interested in body modifications, “The only advice I can really give to anyone wanting to modify or tattoo themselves is: do it out of love, do it out of the fact that it will make you happy.
“We should only do things that bring us joy; for me, that’s what modifying myself does, so I want that for others if that’s what they chose, nothing but love and happiness.”
